i would gladly receive one, though.

<333333 sdfajknfdsakjn

well because I forgot your present last year and I feel like a shitty friend

Also it's somewhat of an effort for you, dear.

nonono it's okay <3

next year, right? (:

I do in a way, but I don't really enjoy the music we're playing and I really dislike the keyboarder and the drummer and we only play very shitty simple stuff and the others don't like to experiment so it's NOT FOR ME

don't worry, you're actually one out of two Musers who actually remembered.

I missed yours last year, so...

Yes it does. (:

Awwww I ought to start a band first. Finding people with decent taste that play instruments and aren't massive cunts is hard.

I sometimes happen to be too depressed to do anything, literally. I just lay on the bed and feel unable to get up but I can't really sleep either. Or when I'm studying, I forget everything I read etcetcccc

Oh and;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khhQMVB_sgU&feature=related

it's just depression getting me down man. to the point of my marks really going down the drain, i might fail the semester due to that.

:\

really? oh well... granted, it isn't as great as it used to be.

I'm starting to take piano lessons after summer break. (:

How are you, man?

my life's shit

really really shit man

also <3

oh and dear;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCEMT50osU8&feature=channel&list=UL

:0

I could swear I posted a reply to this

oh well

Being homeschooled would never work with me. Never.

How strong's your anxiety?

Funnily, it isn't constant or anything but like

at least three times a week I feel absolutely awful. Like, ill and literally unable to do anything.

Today, for instance, I had to revise for maths but every time I picked up the book I just... couldn't study as in

I literally could not learn or even read more than two pages without wanting to lay down and rest. And I often feel incredibly tired of everything, even things I enjoy bluhbluh

i whine too much! Let's talk about POSITIVE THINGS

sigh

(do me a favour and start posting in the ymt again dear <3 or at least get skype or something)

Pretty good stuff, man.

I might need some time to gather ideas, though.

I see. Is it even remotely like the stuff on your soundcloud?

What does it sound like? What's the atmosphere like?

You ought to be a tad more specific man, otherwise i'll bring some sort of fun-happy experimental cover and you recorded depressing beep beep boop music :0

you're welcome, clom

Various reasons I guess;

I only really care for two subjects, those being music and history. So I have massive motivation issues. I often struggle with some sort of massive depression (?) every now and then and some of my teachers are just massive cunts

Also I suck in science subjects. big time.

sup nigga

any idea when you'll release your album? wanna know when i should get going with the artwork

it's like

if you have more than three insufficent (below 60%) marks you fail the semester

if you fail again you ought to repeat the year

if you fail yet again you get kicked out

i'm about to fail for the first time

hhhaaaaaaaaaaaaah i'm probably gonna fail the semester

shituation

also you should REALLY REALLY listen to Isis.

also how are you mel because i'm fucking awful and i mean like

really

really depressed again

nonono it's like

that little boy grows up in the middle of nowhere having no friends and you play the game from his perspective THINKING it is a game and some sort of adventure but in reality you're actually killing a bunch of animals over and over again and burying them somewhere in the woods

i h8 u

FAK U I HAVE EXAMS

nooooooooo

don't ask, just play it.