I haven't talked to any of that group in soooo long.

I actually don't use MSN anymore. Haven't in ages. But we'll definitely have to keep in touch this time.

Haha, wow I was just looking through our old convos and the last time we talked was when the tags had just started! Damn, it's been so long!

Ooh, nice. I've been good! Not been doing much other than school and hanging around this place, haha. Where are you usually at on here? Were we still PMTers the last time we talked? I don't remember.

HOLY CRAP, NIKKI!!! (totally had to do some detective work there, lol. Didn't recognize you by your username)

But wow. It's been forEVER. What're you up to?

When are you coming baaaaaack?

lol, good.

Good, good. So you apparently get internet, then, eh?

Seth! How's camp?

How old is she? If affects everyone differently; it didn't really bother me at all (they put me in therapy for a little while until I just told the lady "err, I don't need this"), but my brother hasn't seen my dad but maybe ten times in the past like three years. It's sad, really, cause Dad's awesome and he gets all sadface when talking about not seeing my brother, but he's (as in my brother, lol) a momma's boy and I'm a daddy's girl, so *shrugs*

At least they're being civil. My parents (mainly mom) were retarded as fuck when they went through all that. Hell, sometimes they're still retarded about it. But I do hope you'll be okay. As always, you know I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

Anytime.

Yeah, a bunch of bands I really liked (I was hardcore into My Chemical Romance at one point and they went that year) went in '05 and I was mega bummed when I couldn't go. Especially since the line-up has been getting shittier and shittier ever since.

It's in Blairsville. Riiiight

there.

Woah. I'm sorry. But maybe it's for the best? I dunno, my parents have been divorced since I was 12 and that's always how I've looked at it. There's a lot less fighting. Plus, you'll get two birthdays and two Christmas's and all that now. Just... try to look on the up side of it instead of focusing on the sucky bits. It helps, I promise.

It does help, even if the move is just temporary. Mom was driving me crazy before I left. S'all better now, though, for the most part.

Damn, srsly? Mom was never that strict about concerts, although she didn't let me go to Warped Tour in 2005 cause we didn't have an adult with us, but I was going with a decent-sized group and one of them was 18. I had my ticket and everything, and the day before she told me I couldn't go. Grrrr.

I'm not bad. Bored, but what's new. lol. I FOUND OUT that there's a Scottish festival in north GA next month!!! So I've been excited about that since Mom told me.

How've you been these past few days? I was at Dad's this weekend so I wasn't able to get online as much, therefore no Banter.

Oh yeah, Mom sheltered me like crazy. Which was why I went a bit insane when I finally started staying out of the house regularly last year, and especially when I moved out for those few months. I've changed like whatfuck in a lot of respects over the past year.

I was never any good at waking up early.

Yeah, she fails in some departments, that being one of them. Before I moved out, my curfew was 9, AT THE LATEST 9:30. She's getting better, though. I had a talk with her about stuff like that before I moved back in. Cause that is just a ridiculous curfew. I mean, I'm 20 years old, not 8.

Dear god that's early. Yeah, having you guys stay up just as late doesn't help.

My mom doesn't believe me when I say something's wrong with me. Hell, she wouldn't believe I have back problems (oh yeah, I've got scoliosis) if she hadn't seen the x-ray. So she thinks I'm lying or something. It's stupid.

I get a little better when I actually have things to do. I USED to stay up until 3 or 4 in the morning and wake up at 5:30 for school. That was not fun. I started getting to bed earlier over the past year and waking up no later than like 11, and that was actually nice, ya know, having pretty much an entire day instead of just half. Buuut now I'm back to waking up at 1 or 2 in the afternoon. Which isn't surprising cause I stay up til like 6, which I never used to do until I started back on this board.

I've actually asked Mom if I could start using pills to help me get to sleep, cause unless I am completely worn out, I honestly just can't fall asleep earlier than 1-ish. It's ridiculous. But she got onto me for even mentioning that, said I don't need to use stuff like that. She doesn't get that I CAN'T get to sleep, though, even if I lie in bed for hours. Bah.

Oh yeah, I was just pissed about it. I woke up thinking it was like 8 in the morning and looked at my clock to find out it wasn't even 2 yet and I couldn't get back to sleep. I was just like WTF suckage. Mom keeps getting onto me, too, cause she wakes up for work around 4:15, and I usually go to sleep when she gets up, but a few times in the past week I've just gone downstairs and had coffee with her. She bitches to me about my sleep pattern. loool. I'll probably go down again today since I can't sleep.

Did I? I don't... think I was? I dunno, my memory sucks. I don't remember what I was feeling two hours ago.

But aww, thanks.

Oops, I just noticed I had a notification, lol. But er yeah, I'm okay. Why do you ask? What did I say?

Oi, add me on ze Facebok. Your URL is fail on the link on here.

I... have not. Inform me?

Aww, don't say that!

Psychology. Fun stuff.

I definitely will. Yep, I'll be starting my third year in the fall.

:kiss:es right back atcha. lol, yar, I still do the tackles. They're fun.

I'm pretty good. How've you been? And yes, I do miss this place, so I'll probably be back more often.

CHRIS!!! *tackles*

Also, nyaw, I'm missed? ^_^ I pop in and out every few months or so. Can't seem to stay away for too long.

Hi.