I wouldn't know.

What could you possibly tell me?

What? Seth, seriously. What the fucking hell.

No.

Ooooops! I just realised it WAS Helsinki Jam. :facepalm: I am too blurred in the mind right now.

I am. But, I don't know ... it didn't move me to tears, oddly enough. Everything else does.

Aw.

No. I can barely hear, nonetheless could I listen to them now.

No.

Hey now!

Oh. Cute.

I was squeeing the entire day. And through the queue. And through the opening act. And through the whole show. And after the show. And right now I am still dazed and squeeing. And my ears and voice hurts, but that's okay because it was Myooooozzzzsssse. God, I am in love with them.

I almost did, but I was too dumbfounded to hear the Osaka Jam and a random Irish tune all in one gig. I was on the verge of tears of joy throughout the show's entirety. SS was amazing though. I am amazed.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Ahhhh. How unfortunate.

THAT WAS THE CRAZIEST, MOST BRILLIANT, MIND-BLOWING EXPERIENCE EVER. I <3 MUSE.

I literally almost combusted out of pure brilliance.

I know I will.

Are you going?

Thank you for the well-wishing.

Yikes! I better go, I've got a tedious, workaholic day tomorrow ... And I'd rather not be half dead whilst trying to debate over transcendentalism and the like.

Aren't we all?

Oh, dreams. They are incredibly silly.

Starting is always the crucial step.

Well, that's inaccurate. I fail at spear fishing!

That's wonderful.

Oh.

I am doing very well. And you?

In all honesty, it's probably going to be locked.

Oh gosh!

Okay ... Thank you.

Mhmm.

Well, it makes perfect sense. Happiness shall come in time, love.

I am not trying to push you away again. I just don't feel like hurting you anymore, even though I know you enjoy pain.

I am fine with talking like we used to (we had :awesome:ly lovely conversations!), but I won't until I know it won't affect you.

Ahh shit. I am drowned in my own conceit again ... I never stopped to realise how this "talking" thing is hurting you. Fuuuuu-

Sorry.

Well good night then. And be sure to just follow that huge heart of yours. It's about time someone could provide some tender love and care.

This is rather odd talking to you about him, but thank you for the kind words and advice.

Mhmm. I never said anything about them though. Stargazing is sexy. NOW GO AND FIND HER AND DOOOO IT.

It would be a relief. I still doubt he could ever even remotely like me, but whatever. I think I'll just go on my gut instinct with this one. Forget logic!

Knew it. Actually, I always knew that. 'Twas another reason why I let you go. I knew I wasn't for you. Besides, you and Teegs have always really connected.

I'mma prude, I know.

Good idea though ...

Go visit Teegs and Sair and Books or Am or Elodie. Any of your banter entourage you've been maintaining since god knows when, would be a good plan.

Hahaha, you're joking right? I have never been kissed in my life, and forcibly planting one on him would be something totally out of my comfort zone.

That's the spirit! See, once you've worked out the kinks to all that go and do something about it.