oh ammee im sorry to hear you are feeling worse. i think you are doing so so well. My friend went through a similar situation a few years ago when her mum passed away and she told me it was like a rollercoaster. Sometimes things go well and things start getting better but sometimes things can suddenly drop and get worse . But she said eventually it begins to get more balanced. Just keep hanging on and it will get better soon.

things are much better with my parents thanks, although there is still a bit of tension. Im packing at the moment to move out to go to Uni, which is pretty scary but also quite exciting

and a few days ago i met Dougie and Harry from a UK band called Mcfly. Im not sure many people like them on these boards

love you loads

xxxx

its great to see you online tooo! been missing you like crazy ammeee!

im good thanks , how are you?

i hope you are doing well

its really really really good to see you!

xxxxx

AAAAMMMMMEEEEEE! yays your online!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss you loads! *hugs very tightly back*

xx

thats great that you were able to do that, im glad its made you feel better ammee

you are doing so so well through this

im not going to be able to get online for a while as i had a massive row with my parents yesturday and they are taking away my internet. i think you have my number so feel free to text if you ever want to chat

love you loads

xxx

heyas netty

had a massive row with my parents last night and they are taking away my internet for a while im sneaking on it now because they are out but i dont know how long it will last. you have my mobily bile number so text me if you want to cause i wont be able to get on the PMT much

xx

yays *high fives*

im good thank you

i hope you are doing ok too! i've been praying for you

loves you

xxx

i miss you too ammee:(

:supersad::'(

love you loads

:kiss:

i missed you again by like seconds!! our PMT mind signals arnt working that great today

heya ammee, im so so glad that you are starting to feel better.

stay strong hun

love you

xxx:kiss:

he did. he did indeed:ninja:

had to go and help mum quick cause she came in with lots of shopping and forgot i left the laptop on

night night netty:kiss:

nommy nom nom dom

Ammeee! its great to see you!

im good thanks

how are you?

love youu!

xxxx

sorry i signed out of msn without saying bye. it just keeps signing me out of its own accord lol

loves you amm ,stay strong xxxxx

ok il stay online

oh noes! school is evil:ninja:

im good thanks

yep i got your address in the message

heyas maria

yeah it feels like ages since we last spoke

how are ya?

thats awesome thank youuuuuuu! :D:D

yay i cant wait to see the Matt picture! :)

il PM you my address

yay!

good luck for the test! its all good

*hugs back the biggest-est-est*

:kiss:

yeah that would be brilliant! i likes horses

glad to hear your good im good too thanks

yay maria!:D yups amm is gonna send me a letter with a drawing of mafffooo i think i loves letters how are ya?

A matt drawing would be amazing!

thank you!! :D:D:D

*big big big hugs*

aww good luck for your swedish exam! hope it goes ok , i bet you'll do great!

:kiss:

yeah! there will be loads of hot guys at Bangor, welsh men are lovely. dont know why, i just have a thing for welsh men:LOL:

hopefully there will be nice guys at Reading too! and if not il have to go to plan b and kidnap Matt

I'd love a letter!:D that would be awesome! i love poems and drawings and things like that :)

yeah it went well thanks felt a bit ill at first because i was having to run around the college a lot giving messages to different people (i was helping out at a local college with enrollment) but i felt lots better after an hour or so

how are you today?

*huggles*

cool

he was good looking but he was a plank of a boyfriend who just made me unhappy....but at least now we are friends and he gets me cheap hair stuffs which is always good