Hey don't ever feel that way with me Claudia. You just wrote me what you felt at the time and it doesn't bother me one bit hun. So now that that is out of the way you know what I think you should do?? You should dye your hair blue, go to crazy concerts, go to silly places, get a tattoo, drink like a little guppy, and make lame inuendos. It's like the Muse song Blackout goes,"Don't grow up to fast, and don't embrace the past...this life's too good to last". Just live it out...er but be careful though 'cause I do care about you! Oh and if it doesn't work-out with your boyfriend...there's always me. No jk haha we live too far but point is you need someone who WANTS to be with you and not only hangs out with you because he feels he HAS to or because he wants something from you. I don't think you deserve that. I hope you find someone who you deserve and who deserves you too hun.

I love you and take care hun!

xxx :kiss: