It's just seeing things differently. I could always see the evil in the world, it's fucking evident. Now, I see how to help heal those evils. True sight, is the thing. My personal relationships have been a joke my entire life too, up until 2 days ago really. I was just so lucky in my friends, my wife. It offered me a clean slate too, but only because it sensed I was about to come good. Then, the fucker claimed responsibility for my healing. My healing. Mine. If it wasn't such a crazy bastard I'd be tempted to rip it's head off myself.

As it is... I feel sorry for it. It was powerless to protect Africa, and Jim. It can't stop force so it decided (I believe) to manipulate mankind to end it's own pain.