Don't worry

I was too dumb

I know... I'm going to quit after this pack

So Venice, I did gain weight, but I've lost it again. I've become so suicidal that my counsellor had to have a meeting with my parents, but they didn't seem to care at all. But the self harm has gotten a lot worse And so has my eating. I hate everything about myself so much more and I'm really scared because everything is my fault, I have to listen to music, just so that I can't hear them; I'm getting really obsessed with the moon and astrophysics again, so I now sleep on the floor so that I can watch the moon as I fall asleep. It's all gotten really crap and I keep on almost killing myself with the many many boxes of aspirin I've hidden in my room. The guy I like treats me like shit and I feel so hated

But on the bright side, my dad is taking me to Reading I know that I'm going with my dad, but fuck it. All those late teens who think that they're so much better than me can fuck off; because they don't know me, and my dad will let me get drunk

How's school?