How do you mean, kinda?! You either are or you aren't!! No, i think i know what you mean. Just try (and i know it doesn't sound nice) blaming other people. Because it's not always your fault when things go wrong. I generally blame other people (yes i know - not nice) just because i know what kind of a depressed rut i'd get into if i didn't.

Can't wait for high school? Yeah, if that's what you mean, then i was like that too. Ha, i know so much better now... lol, i'm only kidding - you'll love it. You do kinda get bored of the whole thing after a few years though. Just like primary school really - i loved that in reception and year1, but then i just got bored of being trapped inside when i could be sleeping or playing in the sun. All the different subjects are great though - you get specialist teachers and stuff. I can't wait for year ten (no, not because i like school) because i'll be studying topics of my choice. GCSE stuff. Oh and by the way - no slacking. I'm not joking, GCSEs come up way too fast and if you bend the rules in first year you'll be playing truant by year nine and ten! I've got so lazy - my uniform used to be so neat!! Oh yeah, that's another thing, right. Get your uniform perfect for the first term and keep your behaviour impeccable. The teachers begin to trust you so much that they don't even notice when you're slouched in your chair eating god knows what and not doing any work. If they do notice they don't seem to mind! It's so funny how i get away with everything, but the bad kids can't say boo without being kicked outa the class!

Fucking bitch!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!! I've got another week and 2 days!!! NOT FAIR!!! My cousins in Scotland are all off school now coz in scotland all the holidays start and finish a week or two early. I'm so pissed off. I can't deal with school anymore. I'm not going! Can't make me! I'm too fucking tired, you can't make me!! I've decided to sleep through all my lessons for the next week and 2days! I'm too tired and too hot for bullshit like learning! What a stupid idea!