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probably. I don't love it, but i tend to willingly and knowingly inflict it upon myself anyway. I don't go around slitting my wrists or anything, but i... i don't know... i tend to make myself tired or ill or in pain and then hate, but relish, and resent, but experiment [with] it. It's really weird. It's like i have some fascination with how ill i can make myself without just wanting to get better. It's worn off as i've got older, but when i was little, i used to make myself sick so i didn't have to go to school, so perhaps it stems from that. I don't know - it's weird what us humans are like! lol