I'd like that. To fly away, just to work everything out. It'd be great to be timeless for an hour or simply to get my head in order. I don't see much outside my little bubble, even if I know about it and understand it. Sometimes I like to look out my window in the middle of the night (i have an amazing view - i can see almost all the way to London) and try and see all the little faces in the train as it rushes by. It's creepy. All those people have lives. I know it seems obvious, but they do. They were our age once and now i can see them getting home after a long day at work or something. Suddenly life seems so fragile and i feel so tiny! Insignificant, you know?

I've got a mate in Sixth Form who's obsessed with this band... Pythia. She's decided i'm cool enough to go to a gig with her! She's too young to take me until i'm fourteen, so she's said she'll talk to Emily (who's the lead singer - they're mates) and try and get me snuck around the back!

Thing is; if this actually happens, then i don't know how i'll get home or whether my friend Hannah will have plans afterwards, etc, etc, etc. She can drive, but apparently she's scared to - in case she dies. lol

Might not even happen!