I can certainly relate with those girls. Is it weird that I don't even focus on guys too often? I mean, I love the opposing gender, but I feel like there is no one who is right for me at the moment. So why waste time having my heart broken and feel like shit in a relationship where I feel like I'm not with the right person nor do I feel good about myself?

But then again, that mentality sparks from the virtues and moralities I've upheld all my life.

People find me strange and old-fashioned, but selling myself to men who fuck you a couple of times over like a ragdoll and then throw you under a semi-truck doesn't sound appealing. I'd rather just wait until the timing is right and focus on finishing high school and the start of my future.