syzygy
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Dude, yes. Which city? I think New York would be great for you! Everyone says LA is awesome but really it's pretty shit, honestly. I go there all the time for gigs and it's just dirty and gross...
Of course, I think everyone has problems. But they're not constantly fighting or the annoying happy couple, they're cool. But, like, I'm the guy that always comforts her, you know? If she's having a shit day, I'm always here to talk to her and I don't rest (literally) until she's all right. And I think it's funny, because he can be a huge dick to her (sometimes inadvertently) and she'll feel awful and I'll talk her through it and she'll feel better, but still upset. And then he'll just drive up to her house and apologize and she'll feel all better. I don't get it, it saddens me. I'm basically here mending her together, and he can just come apologize and everything will be fine! But oh well, you know? I just want her to be happy. If she's happy with him, then okay, at least she's happy. And I really don't know if she knows, I mean I'm really really affectionate towards her, not physically though. But I've made her three mixtapes, and the last one took me months to finish and had meaning inside every twenty songs on it, and I told her them all and she really loved it and told me she loved me, but as a person and friend. And I get her really cool gifts, but for special occasions, and she does the same. I'm surprised she doesn't know! But I think yeah, I should wait a little longer, but I don't want to be selfish and try to get in there when she fought with her boyfriend, it would just make her feel worse, I think. And she's a year younger than me, so I'll have graduated while she's a senior, but I plan to stay in this area for two years of college, so I would still see her. But after she's graduated, she wants to move as far as she can, like east coast, and I feel the same. But I don't know where we would end up at all. But I do know that her boyfriend is going to be stuck here because his grades aren't GREAT, so he'll be here while she's on the other side of the country, causing them to go long-distance relationship. So, I don't know, I'm just waiting for the moment that everything falls into place, and if it doesn't, oh well. Sorry for rambling! I don't talk to anyone about this!
He works in the offices near it, but yeah working at Disneyland, not too shabby
UGH I KNOW. Well, I love writing, and all my teachers have told me I'm really good and especially my journalism teacher, who says I was born to write. So perhaps that, but I also love psychology so ehhhh, I'm not sure yet. What about you?