Ah, it doesn't help I've decided to cram all the papers I don't like into this semester well, there's just one paper that is a fucking DRAG SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH. It's actually destroying any motivation I do have left. Maybe things will look up next semester, but either way, I'm taking a year off. I need it not only for the enjoyment but for my mental stability I'll start again when I get back. I've already had the "it'll be hard to start again" chat, but it's not like I'm getting anywhere right now.

Why are you trying to not be fatty? You're absolutely tiny if anything, you SHOULD be eating more fatty food and drinking far more coke! Tut tut... And you're going into summer, why on earth are you ill? It should be me, not you

Until I slip up we are