Hey there There's so much going on here at the moment. Hannah is all better now, she had tonsillitis but it only lasted about a week luckily. It was the first time she's been sick so I was up a million times during the night checking on her. I'm a bit of a worrier with her sometimes.

Hope you're feeling better, I know what it's like, I really need friends around me too. My best friend and I have been ridiculously close since high school but lately we seem to be drifting apart. I've barely seen her in weeks and we only live 5 minutes apart. I think it's partly because we're living such different lifestyles now that I have a bub, but also she has betrayed my trust a few times and I'm feeling a bit hurt because she's never done that before recent times. Maybe we just need to sit down and talk things through, I've never been good at that though.

I'm also having a few issues with my ex (Hannah's father), so I need to get that sorted out too. Thank god for Muse, they literally have helped me through some bad times, I relate so well to the music and the lyrics it always makes me feel better

How did the thing with the landlord go? Hope it wasn't anything bad... I've had to shower in the dark since I moved in to my flat, the bathroom light just flashes and I haven't had a chance to change the light bulb. I could have a rave party in there!! And 2 days after I moved in, the door fell off one of my kitchen cupboards. Rentals are the worst, there's always something wrong with them.