I have an anxiety disorder so there isn't really anything in particular that causes the attacks. I'll be ok, I just need to go to my doctor and get things sorted out, then I should be fine. I only have a couple of good friends but I love them to death, I can't really handle being alone for long. Too much time sitting around thinking isn't very good for me lol.

Red went well with my colouring because I have green eyes and pale-ish skin (except for in summer, you can't avoid a tan in Australia ) My hair is naturally light-medium brown, but I love it black now. I'm hair obsessed

Yeah Absolution DVD was the lab coat I actually ordered a lab coat a few days ago I think he's hottest from Absolution-era til now, but thats mainly because I have this weird thing with men that I never like them until they're around 25 or so. He's taller than me, I'm only 5'5"