Sort of, yeah!

In fact, I must confess, I "see" you much more than you can "see" me, cause I'm regularly on the MPT in a mode... I'm a bit ashamed, but I don't feel like posting here again, it's a bit annoying in the end, to tell the truth. I find the PMT too dead, and I don't wanna try to resuscitate it, I'm too lazy for it. I miss the old good days sometimes. No news from Steph, neither from Lizz... I think about them from time to time, asking to myself how they're going... In fact, basically, now I come in the PMT only to have some news from you girls (Allison, Maris, Kerrie especially, and you, of course)! Yeah, for this, and to ogle some Maffo hot pics!

Awww... You're homeless! Don't worry, it's still a bit uncomfortable, but I'm sure it doesn't bother your friend at all that you're staying at his/her? place. If a friend of mine needed a place to live, I'd see no problem to let this friend stay as long as he or she needs it.

Next Friday! So, good luck! You must be very excited to begin. I hope you're not too stressed about it. It' gonna be alright, it's gonna be great! (hope so)

Haven't talk pwoperly to Sarah since about 2 weeks ago. All I know is that she wasn't taken for the training in English she wanted to do in the beginning of september (and the reason why she didn't come in Wembley). She didn't tell me much about it, but she must be very

The last time I got news from her, she was quite busy with the restoration's works of her sister's new home. I hope the fact to put herself into these works isn't just a way to escape from some unpleasant realities. I know what it is like. It's not easy to find a new job. It can be really though sometimes to keep his spirits up. But it seems to me that her family is quite rallied around her, so I guess she's fine despite this difficult time.

What to say about me... Well, still unemployed. Still ED (Eating Disorders), which doesn't simplify things, but at least, I've made myself a lot of new friends, incredible people, thanks to Muse, and it helps me a lot to move forward.

The end of the next month gonna be fantastic: I'm going in Paris for a few days with a friend (a French Muser), and October 25, I'm going to see Linkin Park in Bercy!

Then, after that, I'm going in Lille, in the north of France, with other friends (Musers again! lol) and we're going to see Pete Doherty!

Well, busy shedule as you can see!

After that, all the monney I won last summer will be spent, but maybe being totally broke, I'll have a stronger motivation to seek a job than now... Sometimes I think I need to brush the precipice to find a new strenght... I don't know if you see what I mean... Maybe that's just me who's crazy!

Take care hun.

See you!