Well, yeah it obvious we have better days and less good days. I wish it was constant and only rising in quality instead of dropping a few steps of the ladder But I'm okay with this too. Maybe it's better. if you're always on your best it will bore I think. When you succee now with a drawing you feel proud and stuff. And that's what you do it for. And when you're always at your best, this proud fades away. and bad days will only make you stronger, and feel you even better when you finally draw something good. So naah, just keep it with the up and downs. Even if it doesn't make proud fade away, when your always at your best; now I can take time to do other important things like learning without being bothered with itching hands.

Oh... but then there is work that does bother you, but not in a possitive way. It keeps you from learning and it's not even hobby or something like that. It's forced on you! *dramatic sigh* Oh well, I have to work for 21,5 hours next week (4 days). That's pretty much for someone who had a contract for 6 hours a week.

Haha. Well, I thought BBC was brilliant. At least at making shows they are. But I hate it when they cut off people because they use 'the f-word'. I mean; just grow up! It's on the telly, it's on the street. It's everywhere. Evolve with us and our language!

Okay, I don't think fuck is a nice word. I don't use it. I even rarely use words like that. But I won't be offended when used on tv/radio/street. and such a word as fuck slips from our lips so quickly that we don't even notice it at first. I mean: when you drop something on accident, the first thing people say is: fuck! And that's pretty much not offending if you ask me