Oooh, I'm so jealous My best friend said I should ask 'my' matt smith lookalike how late it is. Responding on his answer with: Oh, damn, now I'm to late... Wish the Doctor could send me back in time But that's just too... obvious XD At least, if he wouldn't stare at me like I'm nuts because he doesn't know Doctor Who, it would be.

Well, I guess my parents do know what I like ^_^ Because Itend to bore them a little with my 'fandoms' But they don't know my deepest scars of the past. But I do think my parents do know me the best

Yeah, my ideas exactly. When I'm around friends, I'm okay with it all. I feel happy and don't think about how others might look at me for our behaviours. But when I'm alone I am at my worst. Then I feel uncomfortable.

That's why I have the feeling it's hard (but not impossible in the slighest) for me to become friends with people. Because in the first stages of the forming of friendship I unwillingly keep telling myself that the people I hang out with, don't like me. They don't like me because I do this, and this (that's how I keep thinking when acting my own way). That's probably because when I was around 14/15, I felt like I was around good friends. i felt populair, but later on they started to ignore me. Because one of them thought I was different. And I dislike them for that. They just can't think on their own.

But somehow, when I befriend with awesome people, they seem to trust me very soon. They tell me stuff, as if they know I would shut my mouth about it against others. (Well, not counting my mum at times, but they don't have to know )