Done *simmgrin*

Ooh, I had to simmgrin all evening at work after one person came to pay for his products again He just looks a little like Matt Smith. And I just found out that he probably studies in the town where I study to (before I only knew him as costumer at my supermarktet). Because when I went home after one hour of pragmatics I was waiting for my bus home, and I just turned around a little and freaked out (quite silently, because I was pretending I was perfectly fine), because he was sending right next to me While he was in the supermarket in my line I was like OMG OMG My heart is pumping soo hard XD This is not healthy.

Yeah, we're quite hard to get to know. I don't even think my parents precisely know who I am. I can take a lot of crap and suffer in silence. I sometimes feel like I have to control myself to what others are expecting. Often feel like I'm different. I probably am... but at times I'm very insecure. (When my friends arent' sitting next to me in college, I'm getting this silent, too much thinking about how people would see me kind of thing.)