i doooooooooo actually!! going to see InMe next month! i'm so excited i may actually implode!!

other than that, thinking of having a wee party at the flat before we move out! trying to see how many people i can get to come

and after that, i'm on holiday for 3 weeks before finishing 2nd year completely and [hopefully] going on a placement for a year!

prove my love to you via muse board postings?

there are not enough posts in the world!

RYAAAAAAAAAN, I LOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUU

An A? wow!

nah i haven't started my drawing yet! will do when i find the time i guess

finding a job will be hellish though! not looking forward to that! but i'll need something to fund my gigging this year! Muse, more InMe, MCR, and Dave MacPherson! Muse though, CAN'T WAIT!!

But that's pretty cool about your giggage! I saw Maximo Park at V last year would love to see Placebo! and i only know a couple of maccabees songs and NO foals music atleast i don't think so!

If i have money i shall definitely go to the meet! London is cool! It's just the £100+ cost of getting there that sucks not to mention spendies and accomodation!

I could get a megabus but i don't really fancy 12 hours on the bus! x

i wrote a fucking essay!

Hello you!!

I know, it's been ageeeeees!

The gig was FUCKING IMMENSE! I got to meet the singer and the bassist!! The singer, Dave MacPherson, does solo stuff and another band too, which i LOVE so i was a bit overwhelmed! and The bassist, Greg (his brother) i just spoke absolute shit to!

however, they were both lovelllllyyyyy and Dave knew who i was from the forum! hahaha my ex came with me, and he has loved InMe for years, so when he saw the guys right infront of us, his face properly lit up was lovely, cause he really needed a cheering up

also, Greg saw my matt bellamy drawing on the forum and asked me to draw a picture of him and said he would hang it on his wall! so i will start that soon! but got a lot on atm! Got a placement, so i am moving to Edinburgh in the next couple of weeks!! scary! and then i'll need to find a part-time job as my placement is unpaid!

so yah, it's all go go go atm! and it's my 20th in a couple of months so i need to sort something awesome

how about you then? what have you been up to??

i hear there is another muser meet in july, but i dunno if i'll be able to go as it's a week before my birthday and i am utterly skint/in debt and it's in london, most expensive place ever x

haha it's ok!

and screw InMe? nooooooooooooo! i couldn't miss it!!

and how can i get to reading when it's sold out?

i havent got any coursework done so far my reasoning is, i still have about 2 weeks!!

plus i have to get my portfolio sorted before my interview, so i've been doing that instead!

but yeah, get some videos!! or link me to ur old ones! x

aye, I could go to T In The Park but i think the lineup is pretty crappy! I don't think I can't afford it anyway

Like Charlie was saying I should go to that London meet! Would have been awesome, but not a chance in hell i'd be able to afford it plus InMe giggage that day!

And yus I heard Deftones are playing reading!! Gutted!!! i would LOVE to be there! I think it's the only date they are playing cause their bassist is still in a coma

hopefully all my coursework stuffs will be ok! I've been intending to do work all day, but i just don't have any motivation! I ought to get someone to kick my ass into gear!

but yah! the guitaring sounds good!! u should get some videos on youtube! x

what a bunch of lazy bums! u going to reading then i take it?

I wanted to go to a fest but I have no idea where I'm gonna be by that time! Placements and shizzle! Not long back from an interview now as it happens!

Giggage sounds fun!! How's the geetaring going?

and yeah, i've stayed at my uni flat for a week of my holidays to get my coursework done, but it's just not happening!

apart from that, i'm okies ta! just a bit stressed with workload, and interviews! and the fact i have to prepare a portfolio now too!!! eeeep! x

a hoy hoy!

how's it going Ryanface?

bah! my last message didn't send I just realised

I remember now that my net explorer froze and i forgot to go back! sorry

but aye im okies ta! u?

i haven't had my interview yet! waiting to hear about a date! i hope it's not the weekend of the party! eeep!

and InMe is next month! excitement!!!

i have an interview!! it's for Mark Conlin Collections, he's an up and coming scottish designer ^^ he designed for amy winehouse and KT Tunstall! how cool is that??

but aye, we have a date sorted for the party! 28th of this month! start walking now and u might be here on time

my week has been ok, fairly boring yourself?

aye! they are amazing!

u are perfectly welcome to come! it's just a bit of a trek

and i have no idea where i am going yet! still waiting to hear back! doesn't help that the uni can be quite slow at getting things sorted for you as well!

i'm not that good but thankyou

and yeah the Turbulence video is about a million times better than the Chamber one, cause the chamber one is only the itunes visualiser its sexy though!

but i hope u like! x

I'm alright ta, not been up to much really! My internet has been a bit messed up but I think it might be finally fixed today amazing! this uni actually does something right!

apart from that been stressed to hell and back with coursework but today went well so i'm ok

how about u? been up to anything exciting?

hoi you

you've dropped off the radar again!

pics or it didnt happen eh? think i got that covered i have lots!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=209126&l=31340&id=552575581

sounds like a busy weekend then! sucks about that gig being cancelled though! i have been attempting coursework for the past couple of days, but it's just not happening! i have no motivation

I'm alright ta and it's cool! what u get up to then?

Ahhh i wouldnt worry about your exam tbh! from my experience if it went ok, it usually went better than ok

umm....what have i been doing? ...i dressed up as a man? lmfao! i kid you not!

u watch heroes? I dressed up as Sylar from that! Bit of a crazy moment in the flat but hey! basically just massive eyebrows and stubble, i pulled it off pretty well!

hope your exam went ok!

one day! sorry for massive delay btw! was dyeing my hair and all sorts of shenanigans

and thankyou!! much appreciated

and yah, he really doesnt want to talk about it he says only he can help himself, so i guess i just have to wait and see. he was ok a minute ago though, but suddenly he has gone all quiet and not saying much x

lmao! i could one day yus! once i have this tailored jacket sussed im sure i could make a blazer

and cheers

and yep! i am quite emo! i have 'scene' hair or whatever the fuck it's called, plus i havent seen another emo here yet, so i'm thinking that i could be quite individual

my weekend = more work and possibly more worrying my ex is being totally weird! He has depression and his acting strangely and not saying what's going on is freaking me out x

nah not really just some tweed! £1 per metre though woo! we have a module in which we have to make a tailored jacket as a group, and i'm getting it at the end as i LOVE fitted jackets! i practically live in my blazer but it's scary because the lecturer for that module and also head of my course has very very high expertise when it comes to tailoring! eeep! so we shall see how that goes

but yep! docs tomorrow at 5.30! so still have another day to go through i'm considering wearing my corset again, but maybe not such a good idea struggling out of it at the docs also, there are some people coming to the uni tomorrow to take photos of willing students with 'individual style' for a website based on what students wear. scary! will have to find some properly emo clothes

good luck with that revising though! it sucks but it will be worth it after friday is over! x

nope i didn't! I only went down for a fabric sale and that's it!

and yep it does im currently sitting bolt upright! unfortunately sitting upright feels like it is puling the muscle even more, but apparently slouching puts pressure on it, so i just cant win! just have to wait til tomorrow evening to see what the doc says!

hope work and the guitar lessons went ok x

ahahah! i did have fun today! cause i woke up and thought "fuck it"

mainly cause i was shattered and my side is really sore today! my muscle man friend, who knows a lot about these things, has advised me to sit straight at all times and lie straight in bed!! so im wearing a corset atm it helps!

i hope u have been listening to more InMe x

Turbulence is amazing! one of my all time favourite songs and yeaaaah i get what u mean, it's really cool to listen to

i'm glad u like it!! and the vid too!

anyhoo mister ryan! it's been ace chatting! but i have got to get to my bed! 9am fun tomorrow with Computer Animated Design, wooo excitement!

speak soon xxx