(omg it IS 2 posts! ahh! Brings back memories! *tear*)

Now look at me and my damn ramblings! No need for you to apologize about yours! Like I said, I'm very happy you were willing to talk to me about all that shtuff, and didn't feel like I was prying hehe! And you asking about me isn't nosy at all either! I mentioned earlier I've really only had like 2/3 actual relationships, and none of them have lasted more than like 7 months lol which I guess is a decently long time when you're about 15-16...but yeah it's hard to even consider them as "serious" BECAUSE I was 15-16! But I wouldn't exactly say I've been "lucky in love" lol, I'm usually the one that messes it up somehow by me just being ridiculously retarded as usual! As you very well know, I'm extreeeeemely sarcastic, and I guess I can take jokes and things too far to the point where they become believable, SO I've had many guys, friends or the ones that I dated, call me a bitch or insensitve and heartless because they think that I'm serious when I have to constantly remind them NO! I'm just really weird! Buuuuut they don't believe me, so I guess I'm just insensitive? lol IDK, It's just easier for me to be sarcastic and joking rather than serious and mushy-gushy and clingy and shizz like that. hahaha I don't even sound like a girl right now do I! ahhh girlfail:LOL: But! the R-ship I'm in now is good for the most part, I'm really happy, and Scott can deal with my weirdness really well so far lol, but I'm still living my own life and being independent so it's not like Scott IS my life (which again, I don't understand how girls can do that!) so I'm really content with my outlook on it and everything right now. I mean, I'm only 18 anyways and it's only been a little over 2 months that we've been dating, so if I was all like ZOMG I LUUUUV HIM soooooo much I can't wait to be with him 4EVAR! I'd be like literally. lolz

OH MY GOD look at how much reading I have given you! (if this spills over onto 2 posts I would not be surprised lol) I really should cut this off now so you don't feel like I'm drowning you with my R-ship talk! But I DO miss you and I feel bad we haven't been able to talk as often as before, but It's been a crazy time for both of us lately so I understands! But HEY good news on the upcoming Muse tour eh?! I can't wait until they announce US dates! Which I know won't be for a while still, but now I have something to look forward to for next year:happy: AND hopefully a year after that I'll be living/going to school in the yooo-kaaaay! WAHHHHEYYYY! I'm glad you're as excited as I am! I know I won't wanna leave once I'm there, maybe I'll just have to tell my parents that a terrorist captured me and held me hostage muahaha! but okay for seriously now, I'm cutting this off! If you feel like you rambled for decades, then I did for centuries lol...but I hope to talk to you soooooon darling! Love you LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS (and lots) AND LOTS!