I used to be shay when i was younger, i can relate, broke out of my shell in high school though, lbut your right no one ever understands my muse references, it's kinda funny sometimes, like when you throw a lyric into a convo and no one notices, and it's good to keep to the wierdies! they will keep to you if that makes sense lol, theres no hope for the nimrods that peak in high school, they all just end up losers afterwards, seen it done a couple times, it's easier in college, you aren't forces to socialize as much go wierdies!