Don´t be so jealous.As you might imagne,I couldn´t look at him constantly because he would have noticed

As for my parents,I´ll only tell you that,when I liked nu metal,every band I listened to was "Linkin Park" or "Limp Bizkit",but now they can tell whether I´m listening to Kasabian or Mando Diao...which is a step forward!

My case is even worse,as I have no friends at all.None.Zero.Just some acquintances whom I feel I have no connections to whatsoever.So I have to look for my ways to have fun.That´s why my parents always allow me to go to concerts,because they know what´s the only moment in which I go out and have fun outside home.

Call me weird,but I can´t find the reason to go out drinking.For me,there´s a crystal clear sing of change:having an until then candidate to friend telling me he or she had a night out drinking and listening to (what I consider) crap music.I refuse to go through that in order to have friends.

Now that you say it,my mother often tells me,"if only you went angry the way you go here..."