Well awesome Hahaha yeah I know you would

Haha it did kind of get all twisted into something completely different towards the end there I noticed. Either way, it was pretty entertaining

Haha I knowwwww, and yeah don't worry about it too much...I'm sure you'll still do fine dear. And you'll be pleased once you're all done with it for good as well! Well that's kind of what I was trying to say....I mean, if I didn't want to go on my own accord, wouldn't it be more disrespectful if I went just to go? So maybe I'll bring that up to her later and explain to her I'd really rather not. And yeah I know, the thing is is I've been comfortable sitting kind of between the fence with it all, so I'm in no rush to go and proclaim my belief/disbelief to one side or the other for some time. So it's hard to make anything clear to anyone when I'm still unsure completely myself. Haha but no no, don't worry! I appreciate it you know