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I don't have words today. Fuck it anyway.

 

I walk the long way home

to watch Jupiter chase Vega from the zenith.

The summer triangle still here to show what's to come.

Walking in circles again, planet still spinning.

Must fulfil the cycle, self destruct.

Nothing can last.

Break all contact, lose the code.

Woe betide those who can handle me

effort lost, not worth the expence.

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I dance to the rhythm of life and I swim in its ocean, immersed.

My mind wanders from sea to sea, my dreams are a mystery.

I am entrapped in a song of sorrow and of triumph

Oh, I drift onwards to places unknown, beyond the sea

My mind takes me far from the places I’ve been and known

I escape into an ocean of stars and dreams

Far away from broken promises and silent screams

Drifting, floating in an infinite expanse

I watch the world as it spins and turns

Observing; waiting for a revolution in reality

An uprising against the mundane and ordinary

An awakening of thought and inspiration

When shall we dream big things again?

When shall we persue greatness again?

Our inner light must burn on, burn brighter

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I've wandered off (again) from the yawnfest that is my nanowrimo novel and found myself here. This terribly written POS was meant to be lighthearted, then went downhill. :facepalm:

 

I'll just head over to the depression thread...

 

I’d like to have a username,

As clever as this lot,

Unlike the one I spied nearby,

And selected without thought.

I’d like to be a writer,

But I find myself right here,

Wasting far too many hours,

Drinking far too many beers.

I’d like to stop making lists,

And instead start living life,

Seems I’m quite good at planning,

Though not at being a wife.

I’d like to start tomorrow,

Different than today,

Say no for once instead of yes,

Finish work before I play.

I’d like to be remembered,

For something more than this,

Poor writing few will ever read,

Do more than just exist.

 

***

note: beer=dislike, but meh, seemed appropriate. thinking of taking up drinking heavily anyway. ;)

 

That's really :eek::supersad:

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Guest QueenOfNerds

Now my mouth has been taped shut

the shy veil reveals the slut

that I have been all this time.

I want to scream and tear

lose the weight I wear

it's your fucking loss.

I'm leaving you all behind

see what else I can find

I can't find a home.

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Wipe

 

Two clicks north in a fantastical world.

The ground slides beneath my feet.

The number eight is my greatest feat.

No wind, my hair impossibly curled.

Two clicks north in a fantastical world

 

No fear because our bars are green.

As I repeat the same old swing,

I don't hit, but my edge is ping.

Poison, damage, what does it mean?

No fear because our bars are green.

 

Whether I move on remains to be seen.

The textures fade and blur and age,

And my letterbox has many a page.

I forgot to eat and sleep and yet I could not bleed or scream,

My health got low, I fell off my chair, and died at the computer screen.

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I ask myself what do I earn

for all my care and my concern

I give more each passing day

to be a whore who makes no pay.

 

Sorry for the downer :rolleyes:

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I confess it's always summer

when we speak

being swept away I clung on

but I must find some love within.

I freed up my hands

but not my head

and I got lost in a future that does not exist.

Must find the moment again

pure reality, what is and not what I want.

Feel the ache of every limb

hear the crack of each bone

feel the buzzing of my skin

and the light which always comes too late.

 

No words but lots of feelings

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Transition

 

I'm eighteen years old.

Out of the torture house and into the calming sphere.

In the nucleus of smartness and crawling on the floors of bookshelves.

And sometimes I write up the odd poem.

 

It's so bizzare how the poetry changes, from delicate and stupid,

To permeable thoughts. My epic 'Boxes'. World of Warcraft.

Objects, their cruxes in reality, with my more solid thoughts.

Think: does ambition require instability, and stability boredom?

 

I just read David Lodge.

He taught me a poem can just end

Without any solid thought.

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I thought I saw you by the river

you were so beautiful.

I took a chance at a glance

to try and meet your eyes

but it was not meant to be.

I kept my cool and walked on by

released a sigh and kept on walking.

 

I will try not to hate this so much I delete it :rolleyes:

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I'm not alive until you see me

the high price to know me.

and risen above you, upon you, beneath the stars

I ask for nothing more than forever

devil take us after.

We are sinking in mud and moss

lost in this Bolero.

 

I feed on your reaction, to my movement

pleading, but there is never enough.

Grasping onto something when there is nothing.

Hands stretched above me to Capella,

to the matter makers,

there must be more to us than this.

If not then let the base things take us

the earth swallow us whole.

 

Bllaaaahhhhhh

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Can't stop writing!!!! someone stop me :stunned:

 

I can't help but feel

a symptom of what ails me.

The sweetest taste lingers in my mouth

and all turned to chaos.

Each time spreads out in explosions

a network of tiny sensations

that grow by the minute.

And the sound of it

is grand and overbearing

oppressive and frightening.

I let no more words to pass between

and ruin the fantasy

no permission required

for remorse and the guilt.

 

I will leave it at this

let there be no secrets held

don't spare your tongue

as you know I never do.

Let any hatred and anger

free to reach me.

I am here for you

your confessional.

There is no shame between us

you never need to hide.

 

Self serving

always let my feelings get in the way

of doing what I should do

being what I should be,

a friend when needed.

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I am the demon, I am the devil!

Standing by your bus stop, giving you cramps and stomach pains!

I am weak, I am disheveled!

But covered in a yellow light, causing all your love to be in vain!

 

Standing by your light I forced me to be gone

All my limbs grew limp at your gaze, why do gods deny me power?

My life grew desperate, I made a forefeit.

All my freedom, education, just so I can finally be with her!

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I love that one. Awesome ^^

 

 

Can I find words today.

 

12:12 and the universe must be talking to me.

But the time passes and I rest in peace.

02:02 am I seeing signs?

I catch the clock at the strangest times!

 

Numbness, I never existed.

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I may appear weak to you

but I am free to experience love.

I am open to the beauty of it

never hold back.

I never had you but I love you

and I am willing to grieve the loss.

 

Just words, fuck it.

 

Wind whistling through the taut wire

calm waters, fish and fire.

I rise and fall in antispation

in the heavens a seperation

blue followed by gold

a trail set by the bold.

Uncovered something now I go wanting.

 

 

Damn nothing else

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Do I go with those who wish to use what is left of me

or look for something more solid

Look for spikes in the light

or the dark and squalid.

I am so broken I don't even know where to start

can these distant pin points mend my heart.

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