hey

thx

i love yours btw i love matt's blue hair

thx 4 the friend invite 2 btw

what's ur fave muse album btw ?

hey

sos 4 the late reply

aww thx *hugs* i will remember that

lol sounds good me 2 lol

i've been ok thx been relaxing lots and eating and drinking way 2 much lol

and i've been doing lots of musey shopping with some of the money that i got 4 christmas

how have u been lately btw ?

what did u get for christmas ????

hey sos 4 the late reply

aww *hugs* don't worry there's a chance that he might not have asked her out

awesome no i haven't seen it yet but i think it's on iplayer so i'll watch it later

how r u today btw ?

Awesome what albums btw ?

i have read it before but i wanted a copy 2 keep and i love it btw

aww *hugs* i'm sure that u do have a chance don't give up *hugs*

how r u btw ?

Thx *hugs*

aww *hugs* i hope u get some musey stuff on ur birthday

i'm ok thx just been relaxing and eating 2 much chocolate lol

i got £170 ,lots of jewellery,chocolate,1984 and perfume also i was going 2 be getting the hullabaloo dvd but everywhere here has sold out :'( but my mum says that she'll buy me a copy when she finds one

i think that i'll probs spend the money on musey things 2 and then save the rest 2 put towards a ticket for leeds fest next year

sos 4 babbling btw

and btw that guy that i like i'm not fussed about anymore if he felt as strongly about me as i feel about him he would be with me now and seeing as he isn't with me i guess that answers my question about how he feels about me i want 2 have feelings for someone who feels exactly same about me otherwise their not worth the energy u know what i mean right ????

sos i'm babbling again

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

thx

lol

it's the best gift that they could ever give mostly cause it's all from the night i went on

what r ur plans 4 christmas day btw ?

sos 4 the late reply

aww i hope u get a new one

this year i really want the new xbox 2 as well as hullabaloo

btw have u seen muse's christmas gift yet ? it's INCREDIBLE

i'm good thx very excited about christmas i hope i get lots of musey gifts

what do u want 4 christmas btw ?

hey

thx

merry christmas and a happy new year 2 u 2

sos that i haven't been talking alot lately btw

how have u been btw ?

hey

sos 4 the late reply

no probs *hugs* i'm just sos that i can't help

thx 4 understanding 2 btw *hugs*

lately (well since last night) i've really started 2 realise how being this down is going 2 get me nowhere and that i really need 2 get my life on track and that i have some serious self healing 2 do lol

hopefully i'll be able 2 do it over the hols

how have u been btw ?

hey

sos 4 the late reply

thx *hugs*

aww at least u got home one of my mums friends had 2 talk 20 miles in the snow just to get 2 the train station so that they could get home !!!!

i'm so glad that i don't have 2 travel anywhere lol

thx 4 understanding btw about the whole guy thing *hugs*

i've decided that i'm going 2 stop wining about all my probs cause it's going 2 get me nowhere and in the new year i'm gonna try and get my life on track

how have u been btw ?

aww

i know that there r other girls who like the guy i like 2 :'( but i know that my feelings 4 him r much deeper and stronger than there's they only want 2 sleep with him and the kind of relationship they'll have will probs last only a few months but i really thinks he's the one that's why i'm so upset atm and worried that he'll get with someone else and i know that will make me feel alot worse :'(

i hope things work out the way u want them 2 *hugs*

aww i hope u get home

i know it's stressful lol especially when someone means so much 2 u and things don't go the way u want but we have 2 never give up and just stick with it if its really meant 2 be it will be

sos i'm babbling again lol u can probs tell from how much i'm writing how wound up iam about the whole situation

aww that sucks *hugs*

there's a guy that i like @ my college we were really close about a week ago but lately we have barely spoken and the only conversation we have had lasted about 2 mins and only included wuu2 and how are u :'(

i'd wish that he'd tell me what's up cause not talking 2 me is just making me feel worse sos 4 babbling btw

how r u btw ?

hey sos 4 the late reply

aww i have college tomorrow i'm really not enjoying it atm 1. because the project we're currently doing is dull 2. i'm still not sleeping well 3.because the last year has been awful from start 2 finish (apart from wembley obviously ) and i't just left me feeling super stressed sos 4 babbling btw how was ur day btw ?

aww *BigHugs*

but i guess there's somethings that u just can't change i feel really sorry 4 u cause i know that it must be awful 4 u

college is going ok 4 me but atm my depression is starting 2 come back cause of all the lack of sleep over the last 2 years plus this year hasn't been great 4 me in general my life has changed so much this year ( most of the time it changed even though i didn't want it 2 ) therefore it's just left me feeling like hell and everything seems a bit of a mess and because of that i'm getting 0% work done @ college sos 4 babbling btw

hey sos 4 the late reply

atm i have no idea lol but i have a feeling that i'll be getting mostly musey gifts u ?

thx *hugs* me 2

this week will be my last week of college 2 i can't wait 4 the holidays 2 start

my day was ok thx just relaxed

awesome i've finished decorating the tree ,so now i'm starting 2 feel really christmas

wuu2 btw ?

hey sos 4 another late reply lol

it's just cause of all the college work ,plus i haven't had alot of sleep lately

how was ur day btw ?

hey sos 4 the late reply

i'm not sure,maybe i'm sure that on the dvd there will be a little bit of all the gigs from the tour i'm just hoping that i'm not on the dvd cause i was really near the front and my hair was a mess lol

how r u btw ?