You don't sound like that at all, honey. I've had people wrongly tell me that I was just a stupid emo without any real problems, and it hurt, so I believe you 100%. As for liking internet friends more than real ones, I completely understand. For all the time before I started this course, I had barely any real life friends and only internet ones. So I can see where you're coming from with that.

Reminding myself of those less fortunate doesn't help me because the way I see it, all problems are relative. If something affects you, it affects you, so there's no shame in being upset about anything