I would hate for Muse to think i was a creepy fan too! I think i would have wanted to stop them but lost the nerve! I am so happy the gig was so great!

My gigs won't be better- they will be just as awesome as yours! Just more of them And i figured out the days wrong. It's actually 3 gigs in 8 days. I'm gonna be to tired after 2 gigs in the most pit. I was barrier

I'm gonna watch those vids now!

I'm glad it rocked for you!

Gee that is some problem you have noticed there. I checked my detailed outline and all the material I have makes 21 parts (I have to still write 5 parts). One remedy: your parts are approx 6 pages each whereas mine are usually 3 at the most. I could send two to your one (and your parts are still bigger). I know I don’t have to say this – cos you will disagree – but you don’t have to send me stuff. True I love your work but you may decide not to write more.

You could always write something else?

That is one cool username.

I wish I could go online once a day but it’s impossible. It’s always twice. I want to do other stuff but the internet just sucks my time and I never get of.

I’m defs gonna look for that movie. It would have been so cool if all their dad were in one band!

It’s too late. I did listen to it really loud. It was epic I didn’t hear Chris tho

Now you have said that I might have to think of an alternate ending for what I’m working on… maybe I’ll make Matt a vampire that sparkles or a zombie

That must be hard, not knowing. I don’t have a back up for Matt. I should think of one tho.

You should know it It’s the buy from the Darkness after he went to rehab got sober and released a single.

I was fine earlier. I’m getting tired now like one of those wind up toys loosing power I’m dragging my feet ;p I’m usually grumpy without 10 hours and I wasn’t today so that was a bonus.

I tried to make this message smaller and I’ll try and do it to all of them.

Cute? I think there is something wrong with your keyboard. Surely you meant to write Lame. Easily done.

It’s a bit embarrassing when I remember it but oh well. Lick my face?

We talk too much. It’s about 10.30 now and all I have done since I got up was reply to you We really should cut back.

WOW! That movie looks awesome. I actually know about 4 actors in it! I’m gonna see that. I watched it and I couldn’t see anyone who might look like Matt’s dad Was he in there?

’ve never heard of Ridin’The Wind. Wait? Screaming in Assassin? *plays as loud as I can stand into my headphones* I’m looking for it now and all I can hear is epic riffery. Have I ever told you how much I love this song?

How can you not be fascinated by the Tornados? Matt’s dad in there is more than enough.

I’m glad I infected you

Thanks for not getting freaked. It doesn’t matter than you spoiled things for me because most of the time I forget! Something shifty is happening

Can I feel special too? I do anyways. So many nice things have already happened today.

Well, I am marrying Matt so I didn’t think I had to say he was a good husband

OMB! This Town Ain’t Big Enough For The Both Of Us just started playing in my shuffling music. It’s by British Whale. I love this song. Do you know it?/randomness.

I love how different we are. I can’t say it enough. It’s so refreshing.

I went to bed at about 2.00am after finishing part 16. I was at a stage where I had to finish it. I’m quite happy with it too. I seem to enjoy writing really late

But I am well rested enough

Have a lovely Wednesday. I always smile when I wake up and realise it’s Wednesday my day off. Such a happy day!

Hello! OMB It sounds awesome! The first row! *squeal* And you got exo?!?!? You got Bliss too! I can't believe you saw them! You totally should have burst the wheels and left them stranded!!!

I am so excited for my own gigs now! You have me so enthusiastic! I bet it was so awesome. Did you get many pics?

Nope, I just knew you had posted and it made me giggle. I have had some embarrassing screen names over the years like… born4darcy, in my P&P phase

I was just deleting all the emails I have gotten from you. 221 in less than 30 days. We are two crazy girls. Can you believe it?

I want people to read it to, but oh well if they don’t.

Matt will have arthritis from guitar playing. He will be alive.

I need to update from windows 2000, its like the stone age on this side. I would have just got an expansion thingy to read ur docos or something.

I’d be thinking ‘Matt is so hot, Matt is so hot don’t you dare kiss that chick…’

Never ever heard of that movie? Maybe it got axed Aww Matt playing his dad!

Maybe I’ll infect you. That sounds gross but you know what I mean.

Ohhhh. That’s a shame. Creepy thing is I wrote my towel scene about 3 months ago before we were even chatting! The towel thing is coming up too… I think it’s in part 9. Oops. Sorry for spoiling it

I feel bad now that you were feeling special when I wrote it ages before, but I did think of you when I spotted it proofreading.

When I was 11 I was crushing on the bad boy in class who the teacher made sit next to me because for some reason he always did his work next to me. I quite liked him.

Do you want a high-paying job at a big corporation? I’m the opposite. I only work about 30 hours a week and use the rest of my time to do things I enjoy. Money doesn’t make you happy. A husband will

I don’t consider my financial future much. I know I have the brains and talent to always have a job that pays enough to support me and that is all I want. I don’t want a job or career to be the highlight of my life.

Yay! You get to start working sooner!

Aww shucks.

Enjoy your two days off!

Howdy! Now I can’t wait to check my emails!

And you posted That was kind of you. I giggled when I saw you name. People can’t think yours is rubbish, its too good. I just reckon if I had of turned James into Matt the story would be getting a lot more views. Oh well, that’s how you learn I guess. I might just spam the thread and post the rest of the story and forget about it.

I think so too. One day when we are old ladies we will look at our fingers all gross from arthritis and think of each other fondly

I just remembered I have a trial version of the new windows word which was on my laptop when I bought it. I’ll see if it has it. Okay I am glad you can’t see me right now. It has it (I had the ’07 trial) and it has this fully epic toolbar that is wicked cool. How lame to be this excited over track changes

Thanks! I loved it. I wish I had the money to keep it that colour. Freaky but awesome.

Some of these fanfics would be scary made in a movie. I can only imagine how some of them would go. LOL Matt is probably the only guy who could play his 17yr old self and I wouldn’t mind.

I would like NSC. I adore it

Oh If you are shotgunning what I think you are (using a towel scene in your work) I bet you to it. I have already written hostage up to part 15 and have at least 2 or 3 towel scenes I didn’t tell you because I wanted to surprise you. But if you want to do it too, go ahead its not copyright.

My music was quite influenced by my parents too, like Queen, and Roy Orbison but the rest is me.

If I were 11 and I knew it had Matt in there I’d watch it all too. Hiding dvd’s

That is such a bit day for you! I would hate to be late on the first day of semester. Embarssing

Forgive me for saying, but I don’t get why people go to Uni to study business. I know that some people need to study it, but if I went to Uni I would want to study something fun… but I guess Business is fun for some. Don’t mind me

Do the changes mean you will have to stay at Uni longer?

I’m just asking cos I’m interested

Hello! How was your first day at UNI?

I got my sub-board. I was wondering about whether or not to post more seeings as no one is posting but I figure that some people are reading it so I might as well keep going. I used to read heaps of stuff and not post too.

I know Matt will be back! He always returns.

It would. We would have carpal tunnel or arthritis by the end of the day.

I have a web cam to that is on the laptop, but it doesn’t look very great unless its really bright. Talking about computers, I’m going to buy Windows Office for 2010, do you know if it has track changes? I’m using 2000 now and it has it. I’m not sure if I’ll buy it if I can’t play with my track changes

Okay. Here it is. My hair when it was auburn:"It was so shiny!

I knew the guy for James was off the show when I saw an add for it.

I sure do! I know all.

I’ll be happy with anything they play. Except back in black, I really want them playing Muse songs.

If that is the outcome I might go to a mental home! Ahhh…. Matt in a towel

If I had of heard Muse when I was young I would not have liked it. I only really became a lover of music when I was about 17ish.

An 11 year old could watch Hully, just not the extra disk

*deletes spoiler *

No more sad talk: agreed.

Thanks for giving me a head up! I appreciate it. I shall continue as I was.

Wow! 7pm finish is a big day! What time do you have to start? You don’t have to worry about getting on here. I know you have plenty to do. Have you started on new classes or what is going on with that?

If you had of used the sig for one day I would have been happy enough, actually scratch that- the compliment you made on mine made my day. Yep, people certainly know you love Radiohead

I know! Its funny when we are online at the same time and I reply to see another reply waiting. We could be going all day!

What you do is take the picture on your camera (like you did) and use a program to tweak with it. You just play around with buttons But it really doesn’t need it. It looks great.

I would love blonde hair but it costs so much in upkeep. I liked my hair when it was red the most. Did I ever show you the pic I took of the colour? Tell me if not and I’ll send it your way. I loved it so much.

No, I don’t watch Merlin. I don’t like magic themed stuff.

I only ignore the words that I should ignore for the best of you.

I would be happy with New Born/PIB and Bliss. I love Bliss lately.

I did. All this fantasising cannot be good. I’ll have to go to a mental home for severe detachment from reality.

Year 6! That would be wrong and creepy! I would have been in year 7 in 2001.

Back at Uni tomorrow?

Take care

It's a good idea

Thanks! I appreciate it!

Your teachers should know Muse are the most important thing in the universe!

Well, i'm off now. Have a great night!

Why would I mind? It’s your sig, you don’t tell me what to put in mine and I don’t tell you what to put in there. (For one we would never agree )

I will, Mum. Just as soon as I finish replying to this on. Then I am closing my eyes and logging out (I know there will be another message to reply to)

I checked out your profile pic for your profile pic (clever eh) and it looks nice I think. Different to the front on view and very artistic. You should so some groovy lighting and stuffs to it. Is that ur new hair? Looks blonder… If I died my hair blonde people would be

I heartily approve of your choice of Aaron and James, I don’t recognice James but he suits the character.

It’s okay. I’ve started saving

If you didn’t know that by now, I might be tempted to think you were ignoring every second word

I was thinking Dark Shines or HCM

I mean you have Matthew Bellamy and you as the parents. they'll be beautiful AND clever!

Awww *hugs* Sounds like they will have all of Matt’s genes.

It ain’t weird, he is closest to your age in the Hully era.

I’ll start practicing for you, my enemy at work will be my practice target.

No, I agree. I wouldn’t lie. He has to fall for the real me, not a fake me

Now I’m off to bed!

That is what i am dreaming about too! I am going to wonder around the city the day after one of the gigs hoping to run into Muse

Cool! You will have so much fun! I hope Matt get's the socks

Please let me know if you post ur pics online

Muse are worth a year off work!

They will be epic! I'm taking 3 weeks off work for 3 concerts Which gig is it you are going to? You probably have less than 48 hours before you see them Will you be taking lots of pics?

I would so go too! But i have no-one that can afford to come with me I live in Australia so i am seeing one show in Sydney and Two shows In Melbourne. 3 Shows in 9 days

You changed your sig and your Av I love how I am a bad influence. (And this time i can tell it's Thom )

I am so tired now. I have been awake for 14.5 hours. Man!

I’m so glad you are feeling better! I knew the pics would do the trick

Your hair sounds very blonde now

Woo! You found Aaron and James? I’m def checking that out. I should probably check out my story too…

Darn. I thought if I ruled them out no one could! It would be nice to have that kind of money, I could stalk him properly

I wouldn’t be a side person either if it were anything but Muse. But you must understand, I have to be near Matt

I’ll be happy with whatever they play, I’d absolutely die if they played anything off the Hullabaloo cds.

Your kids will be awesome. I know this sounds really bad and wrong, but I’d love my kids to be smart.

Yes! I love Hullabaloo. He is your fav? Interesting choice. Wish I could make a choice. Not really

Poor Matt, he would freak if he saw me following him with a fish.

Okay, I’ll start a list of everything I have to believe

Well now you will have to do both!

Maybe I’ll get sick and tell Matt the only way I’ll get better is seeing him in a towel. Reckon it would work?

You are right there, I kinda wish I did

You're going to Wembely? I am so jealous of you! I wish i could travel that far You will ahve the time of your life!

Look at the time these babies were sent That’s right I’ve been up since 5am for work

I hope you are feeling much better *is keen to read ur whinge* I hop eur hair turns out great- I know it will! The towel will be the only thing that helps me make it through the shift.

Well at least I know a few people have read it then. But I really can’t expect much- it doesn’t have Muse in it afterall. And you are so right, but at least writers get record of how many have sold.

I’ll offer myself as his sex slave, to try and convince him. It’s worth a try.

I think I’ll be satisfied with pants, regarding the probability of a towel. I have 2 gigs with most tix and one seating, they are gold reserved but not so great. On Matt’s side

Me too. I adore SMBH so much I will be cut if they don’t play songs they play for like every gig that I love.

Consider the gap filled

I want Bells happy but with the right girl

You never know, maybe I’ll never have kids and the plan is well and truly ruined. It all depends on the kid, some boys can be really well behaved too and girls can be spoilt terrors.

He was so young and hot…. I’m into young Matt these past few days.

I killed myself too!

I really don’t want to be smelling like a fish

But you already told me that if I believe one thing its that you have a big head… not I have to believe people take pity on you? Sheesh this is hard work!

If I ever get Matt in a lab with me there will be no chemicals mixing, I’ll be too distracted.

Aww. I’ll miss you too. At least there is a solution and you don’t have to choose one or the other.

You needed the pics! They will help you get better without knowing it. Shirtless Matt pics can fix all things.

I was going to put the towel pic first but figured it was a better finale.

The file names are hilarious, unfortunately I didn’t think them up. That is what they were called when I saved them. I keep original file names that are funny like that

No, not yet. But i am seeing them three times in December You?

Hey, My day had been okay. I have to go back to work now I have had my two days off…. I’m not dreading it as much as usual. Yours?

Looks like the sub-board will be done in a day or two. I’m really not fussed because it doesn’t look like anyone is reading it. I mean the page has had a few views that can’t be just you and I so people must be reading and not commenting

No, I am very patient. You will see. I’ll only send emails asking for more very hour or so

I don’t I’ll ever be able to let go of the towel jokes. I love them too much. I’m sending more love via virtual hug. Hopefully it makes it…

Yes. Maybe he will tell me the secret

Don’t try and explain your way out of that one Maybe it will make an appearance.

Oh dear, you have me drooling. But if he is in a towel we might cop an eyeful when he does that SBMH thrusting dance… We’ll interview him in a towel and that will have to do.

It was official a while ago, your right. They haven’t been pictured together since last month tho. Maybe he has dumped her already <--- maybe that smilie is too much.

I want a girl and boy, I’d rather the boy first, but who knows. 50-50 chance I guess.

Yea Matt had red hair, gosh I love him with red hair.

I thought of the post perfect thing! Matt + Veins + Topless + Towel + SMBH sexy dance = death of all women within the mile.

Bwahahahaha, towel jokes will never die! Matt looks tasteful in a towel

It might be a bit awkward carrying a gross wet fish, but I’ll see.

I refuse to believe that. But I know what you mean about people using you for your brains. I didn’t mind if it were a crush and I got to chat and hang

I’m working! I’m working. Curing death is not as easy as it sounds!

Pffft. Win-Win for you, you have an excuse to escape me for a few hours a day. On the other hand, I will be going into Erica withdrawal and will be sent to Rehab. You will be glad to be back at UNI

Hey, I am fabulous thanks. How's yourself? Thanks for the compliment, i don't make LOLZ often i usually can't be bothered

Hello!

Sub-Board's are not for special people They are for people who nag at the admin for them. But admin said mine is long so i have to wait for them to get around to it...

You won't be dead You will just be slow

I'll try to stop mentioning the towel. I don't like your chances.

If i get it in my head i'm gonna watch something i have too. But i did appreciate a massive part of your story. I want to work on mine... but i can't for some reason.

I'll send you some love. Do you think you can take it? This is a weird kind of love that you can't give back. If he did come back with a towel Hey! You told me to stop mentioning them and you brought it up!

I certainly hope i am. Maybe i should work on not ageing while I'm at it.. could be handy.

I knew you would get what i meant about the bunching. Wonder if the towel will still be on in Dec?

I have seen a pic of a gf from showbiz times, and gaia too and now Kate (apparently its official)

It depends which kids we have. Hopefully there is a boy and a girl, if not they will just have to be mates.

I doubt it will ever happen.

When i saw Matt with no shirt and the veins all drawn on i totally died. I want to watch it over and over...I think you see Kirky too when they are buying mushrooms in that shop with handcuffs?

Maybe you should stop before you tempt me to join in! It will be Hullabaloo all over again when they come to Oz (but tame and tasteful)

Sorry, but i ain't slapping Matt. I draw the line before hitting. Unless its with a wet fish

There will be no 'taking pity' on you. Someone will fall hard and fast. Just walk around trying to reach for stuff

If it ain't that hard maybe you can locate the number, i'll call and invite... then you can be dizzy in real life.

I always knew i wasn't normal! I have enough leave that i could take off about 2 1/2 months and get paid I should take more holidays.

Hope you had a good Thursday- not long til Uni again

I don’t really mind all that much, like you said: I just want people to read it. The admin people want to give it it’s own sub-board for some reason

I shall! You were quick *is nervous about what you might think of it…*

Like we mentioned before, it is enevitable. Matt in a towel is the focus of all our thoughts. Of course it will keep coming up

You think wtf and I think ‘that is inspired-what a legend-spaff-spaff-spaff…’ I love that song. Did you watch Hullabaloo?

I had a muse dream!!!! I was walking through this shop and Matt grabbed my hand and pulled me into a changing room where he kissed me. He said ‘I’ll be back in a minute…’ and disappeared so I waited and waited. And started wondering if he was actually coming back and how long I should wait for him and then I woke up before I found out if he came back.

Well if you want to get technical, I’m never dying. But my body certainly feels like it is half dead somedays.

LOL I laughed so hard. All this time we thought they were happy pants but his towel is just bunched up in a particular way.

Who is a barbie doll? Their head is not in proportion to their body. I wouldn’t want to be one. I’m not so sure he would choose me either, looking at his old gfs they are all stunning. What makes u think he doesn’t like red heads? My bro is obsessed with red haired chicks.

I’ll tell Matt off if he does. I’d say how would you feel if you knew you had to push out something the size of a watermelon? He’ll back off then. It would be hilarious if they actually did. I would laugh all through the ceremony.

You have not really done or said anything thing to make me thing your immature.

You can see Kirky on Hully. When Matt has just pants on ( btw) you can see him in the mirror filming.

I bet Matt had plenty of happy times himself and didn’t need to get jealous.

I’ll have a talk to Matt about it then… no promises

I wish! But it is very kind of you. The only think I have going for me is I’m shorter. Some guys like that.

I’ll work on that too. Might be hard getting Alex’s number.

Normal people think it is freaky. Some are jealous because of all the time I am getting of work (paid too FTW) it will be epic.

HEY!

Check your email then missy, Part One is waiting!

Muse marathon

Funny how everything we talk about eventually comes down to Matt being in a towel

I highly recommend it.

I just do. Soon I’ll be 30 and on the shelf and half dead

No, I reckon Matt is probably still in the towel. He just shoves it in his pants. He can’t get it off anymore.

Well my sexiest male will be my hubby, so I can’t sympathise as I won’t have that problem.

Stop calling yourself a whale I’ll come at you! Take you out to dinner with Mr & Mrs Pain! Order up some violent quiche!

I just feel special that I have a story. So many babies are born and that is it. We were born with drama.

That would be wicked cool! You could tell it were me because Matt would be there with a preggers woman and you would just say “Are you Sarah? You must be if Matt is your husband” Our kids will either be besties or marry

My bro is one of those people who looks like a stick and always will

LOL You only think you are immature.

Eeeew. I am grossed out at the idea of all of them in there now But back then….

No I’m a beached whale compared to Bellamy. He is such a stick. Don’t make me knock some sense into you girl!

I’d probably look like tweedle-dee or tweedle-dum (most likely both) next to Matt.

Fine. I’ll have Matt. But he will use his powers of persuasion to get Alex to come and occupy you.

There are no Musers here. Least I have a bro who will go to concert. A few girls at work like Muse and some have seen them live, but they don’t like them anywhere as much as me. They think I am freaky enough for seeing them 3 times. LOL Stat. I love that.

Hello! My day was okay. I read through what I have done in Hostage and saw the Matt Look-a-like (told you about it in the PM) and have not done too much. Just been lazy. How was your day?

Your dream sounds cool! I can just see Dom with a handbag. And I bet Matt looked good

I did sleep. Very very well Haha I think I know the secret to sweet dreams

They are shocking, we can barely understand their ‘English.’ It’s all good. I protect my staff

There won’t be a lot of pics you have never seen when I’m finished

I feel old! I feel like the granny. I remember heaps of stuff. Except you telling me not to do stuff. I ignore that accidentally on purpose.

One day the towel will come off. If someone did not know what we were talking about that could actually sound somewhat philosophical. Even if he doesn’t win sexiest male, he will always be my sexiest male

He would not even have to flick his eyes. I’d have a telepathic conversation with him.

I have never heard of that- I’m glad you are okay now When I was born I was so small they thought I was premature and put me in an incubator and did all these tests and then they realised ‘Wait! She is just tiny!’ That is my not nrealy as dramatic story

C-Sections apparently hurt more. After a natural birth you recover very quickly, with a Caesar you are in main for up to a month after. I can’t stand pain either. I’m a baby.

He isn’t mean, I let him eat them so I didn’t

If you want me to talk about Bellamy without clothes just say the word… I’m ready for that convo!

No, I saw it and giggles so hard (and wished Matt was there minus-shirt)

The DVD will be Epic. December will be the highlight of the year. 3 gigs and a DVD= Pure bliss.

How could I not thank my fabulous editor? If you really are not happy about it I can remove it but I won’t like doing it Glad to see that virtual stick where it belongs!

You should know better now then telling me about an obsession!

I loved those pics You are not a beached whale and don’t dare say it girl! <--- me with virtual stick.

Boost that confidence! Matt and I will have lots of fun if you don’t come. But you should come!

That is really nice of your friend! None of my friends ever buy me Muse stuff! You still need the 100pg NME special.

I’m happy your day sounds like it went well.