Hey there! I'm back and stalking the forums again, lol. It's been a while since I've been on here actually. But I have to keep up with our meeting place

Thanks! Well I didn't do much on the day, because my present to myself is my first Muse concert, on 9th December. Can't wait!!

There's definitely a lot of parallels there, it's weird and cool at the same time. My twins are like that too, completely different, they fight constantly yet they live together. I guess the bond between twins is so strong even if they don't get along so well. I've been friends with them since I was 10 aswell (lol, there's another one), I think we'll always stay friends even if we're not inseperable like we were before.

I love the Beatles, when I was in school I was obsessed with them and everyone thought I was a freak. Now, since I've left school it's become cool to like that retro stuff. Typical huh?

I've been really busy the last few weeks, I quite like it sometimes but it can stress me out too. It depends on what I'm actually doing I suppose. I have my Aunt and Uncle in town at the moment and they are seriously like the relatives from hell. My Aunt is one of those people who just harrasses you with constant phonecalls, silly questions etc. She once called my mum 4 times in one hour, and she called my dad at work so many times he got in trouble from his boss. So anyway I have to go and have lunch with them tomorrow, that should be eventful lol.

I see my parents all the time, I'm very close to them both. They're not together anymore but they live next door to each other, which is quite funny. It was a complete coincidence. My mum visits everyday, she can't go one day without seeing Hannah I have an older half-brother, but he lives at the other end of the country, and I have a really bad history with him. So we're not in contact with each other. My extended family is generally quite weird, I don't see them much either.

I have to figure out when that Muse gig is streaming here, the time differences frustrate me sometimes.

Yeah, it's bad when babies are sick, it just takes up all of your time. Hannah will be 1 next month and that was the first time she's been sick, so she's going pretty well.

Ok, I really can't believe this now, it's getting really weird... my twin friends are Geminis too!!! I've been close with them both at different times, they don't get along very well so it's hard to hang out with both of them at once. We fall out from time to time, but we always manage to fix things up, hopefully I can do that again.

Aww your granny has a new boyfriend? How cute!! Lol. My ex who I was having troubles with, I ran into him in the street today and we ended up having a huge argument on the side of the road. I wish it didn't have to be so difficult with him, but unfortunately that's just how things are. Mmm, I can smell my dinner cooking, it's making me more hungry...

Yep, Hannah's back to her usual happy self, giggling away to herself lol. It can be hard being a single mum at times, but I have heaps of help from my friends and my mother, and things actually would have been a lot worse if we'd stayed together. I don't think we'll be seeing him much now, if at all, he doesn't really care about her But, I'll just have to find her a nice step-daddy Yeah, I'm a cool mum lol.

The friend I was referring to, I've just found out she's probably going to Japan to study, so we'll probably talk even less then. I've grown quite close to her twin sister, another of my childhood friends. We seem to have a lot more in common now, she wants a family and I think she kind of admires what I'm doing with Hannah. So at least I still have a good friend to hang out with.

I hope you do well with your course, you deserve it Let me know how you go.

Hey there There's so much going on here at the moment. Hannah is all better now, she had tonsillitis but it only lasted about a week luckily. It was the first time she's been sick so I was up a million times during the night checking on her. I'm a bit of a worrier with her sometimes.

Hope you're feeling better, I know what it's like, I really need friends around me too. My best friend and I have been ridiculously close since high school but lately we seem to be drifting apart. I've barely seen her in weeks and we only live 5 minutes apart. I think it's partly because we're living such different lifestyles now that I have a bub, but also she has betrayed my trust a few times and I'm feeling a bit hurt because she's never done that before recent times. Maybe we just need to sit down and talk things through, I've never been good at that though.

I'm also having a few issues with my ex (Hannah's father), so I need to get that sorted out too. Thank god for Muse, they literally have helped me through some bad times, I relate so well to the music and the lyrics it always makes me feel better

How did the thing with the landlord go? Hope it wasn't anything bad... I've had to shower in the dark since I moved in to my flat, the bathroom light just flashes and I haven't had a chance to change the light bulb. I could have a rave party in there!! And 2 days after I moved in, the door fell off one of my kitchen cupboards. Rentals are the worst, there's always something wrong with them.

Hey, how are you? I haven't been on here in ages, I had no internet and now my daughter is sick. I'm exhausted. A couple of nights ago I was up at the emergency room until 1am, it wasn't fun. So I'm not getting much sleep, I'm like the walking dead.

My water goes brown a lot too, I know they say you can stll use it but I refuse to use it until it clears. It doesn't seem right drinking brown water. A friend of mine has been going through a really bad time recently, so I got her around mine for a dvd and junk food night to cheer her up a little. Watched a girly movie followed by a funny "horror" movie. Though it did have giant mutant spiders in it, which really freaked me out. I'm terrified of spiders.

I heard that a huge storm went through Europe, did you get that one? It sounded pretty bad, hope everything is ok. There's been so many natural disasters around the world lately, it's getting bad.

Bi-carb soda is very effective on stains if you make it into a paste with some water, but I don't know if it will remove red wine. You could also try mixing the bi-carb soda with vinegar, it fizzes up and lifts the stain. I;m terrible for that, every time I drink alcohol I spill my drinks everywhere. I talk with my hands a bit too and I tend to make big, sweeping hand gestures when I'm drunk

Lol, this morning I had a little incident that reminded me of you. I switched on my lamp on my bedside table and the globe blew out. It had overheated and the metal part on the light globe exploded! There was a really loud bang and a huge spark, and the globe flew out of the lamp. Luckily it didn't break, I didn't fancy cleaning up broken glass. It scared the shit out of me though.

Lol, some people just can't take a hint can they? Even when it's right in their face I've spent the last 2 days completely going over my flat, cleaning and rearranging. I'm exhausted now, but the place looks a lot better. Went for a walk down by the beach this afternoon, I was going to do it in the morning but we had a tsunami warning so I thought it best not to be near the ocean. Anyway, nothing happened, the sea was just a little rough. No way I would've gone swimming though, it looked pretty dangerous.

My Resistance bundle arrived this morning, I quite like Prague, it's different. The vinyl is so beautiful I can't stop looking at it I like buying singles of bands that I'm really into. I just like having them in my collection.

I haven't been to the cinema in ages, I should go sometime. Last night was ok, not the greatest night out but not the worst. There was a really drunk guy who kept trying to chat me up all night. Every time my friend went to the bar he'd come over to me. It was funny at first, then it just became annoying. He started to get a bit handsy so I told him to piss off There's always one...

Yeah I'm quite curvy myself, not overweight. But I have boobs and hips and a small waist. I look best in a slight flare or bootcut. Skinnies on me is not a good look

I haven't heard Prague properly yet, but my Resistance bundle should be arriving soon Aww I saw the Random cd on eBay ages ago, but I was outbid I love Coma and Host too! They're on my computer. And I love Pink Ego Box just because it makes me laugh every time I hear it. I can always count on that song lightening the mood lol. I often spend my money on music or clothes

It seems I am going out tonight with a friend, just waiting for her now actually. Probably my last night of drinking for a while as I've just had my medication doubled and I'll need time to adjust.

Oh god, a Star Wars fanatic?! Scary. But it would've been pretty funny too

I've been out shopping today, didn't find much though, we don't have many good shops. It was 36 degrees when I was walking into town and there was no breeze, it was just stifling heat Luckily a breeze has picked up now but it's still hot. I'm so hungry now after being out most of the day, but I have to wait until I put my daughter to bed before I can cook anything.

I've been invited out Thursday and Saturday night this week, but I don't think I should go out both nights. I'm too broke. Maybe I'll go Thursday to see some bands and just skip Saturday.

I've been so lazy recently aswell, the housework keeps piling up. Though my mum visits me nearly every day and she's obsessed with cleaning my house, so it never gets too bad. Mothers never stop mothering do they?

Thats the best thing about friends you've had for years, they don't care what you do. I get so weird sometimes, I have the strangest moods. I have 2 very close friends who I've known since primary school, and I can do or say anything around them, they'll just shake their head and laugh. Also we kind of talk in code sometimes, no-one ever knows what we're on about. Oh no, the earring story reminds me of my sunglasses, I don't even know how many times I've searched all over the house for them only to discover that they're on top of my head. There's even been a couple of occasions when I was wearing them I have no idea how I don't notice that its unnaturally dark lol

I usually get quite sick in hot weather, headaches, nausea, and really fatigued. So that puts me in a pretty bad mood. I was pregnant throught the summer last year, which made it twice as bad. I love winter, you can actually go out and do things, plus I love snuggling up in my jackets and scarves and boots. Though where I live we only get about 2-3 weeks when its that cold. We barely even have a winter.

Lol your light fell down? That's really weird. At least it didn't land on anyone. A few years back we had a huge storm, they actually said it was a mini-cyclone, I was staying at my dad's house and water started streaming through the light fitting. That was pretty scary, I had to run outside in hail to turn the power off. Then to top it all off the loungeroom flooded. Fun times lol

I just cut my hair and cleaned my bathroom, so thats a start.

I got really sick on wine the other night actually. I had enough for my friend and I but she didn't show so of course stupidly I drank it all myself. I was going to go out on Thursday night to see some music, but I didn't feel well so I might go next week instead. I need to get out of the house more, but it's just so hot here it's almost impossible during the day.

I only discovered Muse around 2005, the first video I saw was TIRO and my friend and I were sitting there drooling at the screen I would've been 16/17 then. I've had quite a few celebrity crushes over the years, it's just a bit of fun really isn't it? And people with that much charisma are hard to ignore. I think we all need a bit of escapism sometimes.

I really need to do some spring cleaning, my place is a mess. I just never get around to it. I think I need to cut my hair, it's extremely thick so it needs a lot of cutting and thinning. My hair is so difficult, sometimes I can't stand it.

I have an anxiety disorder so there isn't really anything in particular that causes the attacks. I'll be ok, I just need to go to my doctor and get things sorted out, then I should be fine. I only have a couple of good friends but I love them to death, I can't really handle being alone for long. Too much time sitting around thinking isn't very good for me lol.

Red went well with my colouring because I have green eyes and pale-ish skin (except for in summer, you can't avoid a tan in Australia ) My hair is naturally light-medium brown, but I love it black now. I'm hair obsessed

Yeah Absolution DVD was the lab coat I actually ordered a lab coat a few days ago I think he's hottest from Absolution-era til now, but thats mainly because I have this weird thing with men that I never like them until they're around 25 or so. He's taller than me, I'm only 5'5"

Aww I love the red suit. Actually I like most of his clothes from BHaR til now. Oh and the lab coat of course I think he just manages to get away with the sweaters, but then again I like kind of weird fashion anyway. Black Holes was the best style definitely Oh SMBH is just amazing, he's so sexy in that vid.

I'm not having a very good time at the moment, I've been having anxiety attacks the past week or so, which explains why I wasn't feeling well. I think I probably need a girls night aswell, maybe I should organise something. My hair is dyed black, I used to change the colour constantly but I love it black so I think I'll be keeping it. I've dyed it blonde twice but it came out orange and I like mine red too but its too much upkeep.

So it didn't go too well? At least you can take it again soon. I don't understand economics at all, it's just confusing...

I know, I was watching TIRO and I just thought "I MUST screencap this!!", he looks so good. I like some of the clothes he's had recently, maybe not the old man sweaters although they do provide some amusement But the silver suit and leather-look pants... love those. And I like his red trousers but not the aqua ones, aqua just isn't a good colour for clothes. Lol once you get me started about clothes I can't shut up...

I don't get it either, this desire to be famous. It should be about doing what you love, and being original. We had one guy from Idol, he didn't even win but he pops up on shows from time to time and he just carries on saying "Oh I'm a musician" but he doesn't even play an instrument or write anything, he just sings awful pop songs.

It's cheating if you sit in the wrong place?! That's just weird...and timing toilet breaks, how strange. During my end of year exams in my last year of school I got a severe migraine, I couldn't see anything and fell asleep half way through. I have no idea how I passed.

Yeah most of the Idol winners here just become totally obscure again once the show finishes. I think we've had 1 or 2 go on to some success. But I mean if they were talented enough they wouldn't need a reality tv show to make it.

I'm just about to post some screencaps I've made on the PMT Dom's a hottie too but I just can't keep up with the PDT aswell, I have other things to do Ugh it's so humid here, it's awful, I feel like I need about 3 showers a day. I can't wait for summer to end.

I'm ok, I was really sick yesterday, 24 hour bug I think. Feeling better today anyway. Oh dear Pop Idol lol, our version has been cancelled thank god.

I'm the opposite lol I'm quite shy normally but when I like a guy I'm really full-on, I just go for it. I know, its weird having those 2 different sides, people often think I'm rude or a snob when I'm just shy. I was much worse as a kid though, I was painfully shy. I have an anxiety disorder aswell which doesn't help, but it depends on my mood. Sometimes I can talk to anyone and everyone, then other times I just freak out about new people.

Yeah 5 years is nothing really. I'm a natural flirt so I can't help myself lol. Well he was playing in a band with someone I know so maybe I'll see him again. But I don't know if anything will happen with him, I was just having a bit of fun aswell. I've just gotten back in touch with this guy I was seeing a while back, it's pretty complicated, but I really like him so maybe I'll see what happens there.

I've never tried French cooking, what's it like? I love Chinese and Italian, sometimes a bit of Mexican, I love my chilli.

I had a huge dinner which seems to have cured my hangover somewhat.

Glad you're feeling better I was very lazy today, watching movies and lying on the couch. Had a friend drop by to visit too which was good. I'm on the PMT now, had so much to catch up on lol. Matt does have a way of making you feel better doesn't he?

Hey nothing wrong with liking younger guys!! I always seem to go for older guys but I'm only 21 anyway so... I don't want teenagers lol. Maybe they don't mind if you're older? I was flirting with someone last night actually, he was cute but quite shy. The shy ones always get me lol

LOL weird huh? Yeah I'm scared of sharks or rips and I don't like waves.

I feel awful today, I went out last night and I've got a shocking hangover. I never learn lol. Had a good night though, went down for the local music night and saw a couple of good bands. I think I'm just going to watch a movie and maybe some Muse today, it keeps my daughter entertained too. She's 9 months old and she absolutely loves Muse, its so funny.

I've heard of Them Crooked Vultures, but I don't think I've heard their music, I'll have to check it out when I get a chance

Yeah we played most team sports but hockey was the only one I liked.

Where I live is just a beach town really, so unless you like surfing there's not much at all to do. And I don't even like swimming in the ocean, it makes me nervous lol. If I want to see a good band I normally would have to go to Sydney which is about 5 hours drive, 7 hours by train, so not an easy task. If I don't get a chance to move to Europe I'll probably move to Melbourne, it's supposed to be a really nice city. And good shopping!! Always a plus

Oh that sucks, I had a sore throat aswell this morning but its summer here still. Summer colds are the worst so hopefully it won't progress into anything.