Well, I'll try and explain here then. You know that I have a problem that I promised I wouldn't bring up anymore, but that problem has come back and i've identified the huge amounts of my time I spend in muschat as a major contributing factor. I really don't want to lose you as a friend, and I was apprehensive about asking if we could talk somewhere else. I got really drunk and I fucked up in a very big way. I'm sorry if I annoyed or upset you.